I'm tired of being an adult. If I haven't learned, created, accomplished, or improved something by now then I accept that I'm the best adult I'll be. I have made a life as a responsible adult. My intention to leave things a little better than I found them is set. I'm ready to accept myself just as I am and give up being "better."

I want to live like a mermaid gliding smoothly through life appreciating the magic of ordinary things. I am living a simple, quiet life swimming no further than my own little cove.  I probably will not become a mermaid but, I can live a bit like a mermaid. And I do like eating fish.

Quiet Times

Is it Christmas time already?  Gone are big, decorated trees, big presents, and big family get-togethers. Now Christmas is peaceful and quiet. Small gifts of pinecones and candy canes are full of joy. Our lives are divided into times of high school, college, young children, grown children, pets, houses, jobs, and more. My time now is slow and quiet. I think I was always meant to be in this quiet time. I appreciate the noisy times of life because I did things and met people. Now I enjoy my quiet time with my garden, my books, and my TV shows.  

"You need to get out of your rut." Why?
I made my rut doing what I like. It's a good rut for me.

Last year I went to McDonald Garden Center for fall mums.  I was the only customer there. One of the guys said "Hey, you look like a gardener! I can take your picture if you'd like me to."  So I said "Sure" and he did. You can see my car in the background and the shadow of the guy's head."  It was a bit odd but so am I.  

Sometimes it's just fun to be spontaneous.